hey guys.....back to blogging....do still feel a little pissed off now and then...had to help my mom in she bullshit garden stuff.....and later i got drag along to the outside world....jeez....the thing the keeps me thinking of .....is 11
jan to 13
jan when the o level results r out....my sis actually told me that she actually got attached to someone else.....unexpected.....i was like
watever......then later i realised that my heart was punched......more than punched....lucky i went playing basketball with my cousin,and forgot that sadness that overwhelmed me early......now that my sis mentioned it agian....its back agian.....i feel like crap now.....nothing....its like the light betrayed me and the shadows r my ally now......actually its like they always hink that i m a kid.....and i m not serious...thinking that i m a filrt.....to hell with it,i m not.......those r real feelings back there in sunway....actually she inspired one of my drawings too......anyway she does'nt like emo guys ......so....i guess i should move on......it does'nt worth a shit thinking of it.....
-cheer up Allen-san-
'what does the shadow wills?'
Wrote down my thoughts @ 5:22 AM.