.......had dreams bout y o level .....2 days in a row.....i really hope i have done wel for my Os.....anyway....didnt have to do much housework today.....went to get a new desk....expecting it to be deliver in a week time.....actually missed talking to her.....missed the days we laughed at the lame jokes....ah....she and my sis keeps saying that her younger is a better match for me.....
i don know wat i shold do bout it...i somehow hae this feeling that if i fall for her sis.....i m using her as a substitude...though its nth wrong with falling for her......but it dosnt feel rite....but her sis is quite pretty...and it seems to me that we have a lot of things in common.....i was pretty cold to 'sunshine'.....she is the 'sunshine'.....maybe i owe her a 'sorry'.....maybe i m jealous.....its not her faut....will this torment ever end?......
Wrote down my thoughts @ 6:08 AM.
