this is to vaness......
hey.....i know tht i had ask for this break up...and i had broke ur heart....i was ur first love.....i just don want u to to keep on waiting for me to come back to singapore.....i don want to rob u of ur chances of finding a better bf....things was not the still as 13/4 was .....u knew that,i know that too......i don want u to keep hanging on to a guy that u can only date cyber-ly.....the chances of me meeting u again r so low,that its almost impossible......i m really grateful for ur care and concern......but i must leave u,so that u wont keep waiting for me,i don want to give u anymore false hope......when u grow up and earn ur freedom ,soon u will understand wat i mean.....i m sorry for hurting u....u can put all the blame on me for ur sadness......blame it all on me if u like......but pls don hurt urself.....
Wrote down my thoughts @ 6:07 AM.