hey ppl.....guess today is just isnt my day.....
didnt got enough sleep, had to go for school for just 2 hrs and 4 hrs of traveling was not worth the shit....
didnt had appetite today, have no idea why.....
it started with just a joke.....didnt thought that she would be upset and would start to ignore me.....
i tried apologizing, but honestly i didnt know wat i said.....maybe i said something that upset her.....i m sorry, i really am......i sent her a sms to apologize , she didnt reply me.....she totally just turned so cold to me......i just don feel her chemistry with me now.....i may not be a total control freak like her ex, but i do care for her.....i dont get upset with her talking to other guys ....i dont mind , because i put my faith in her....i believe she knows wat she is doing ....i trust her.....i know there r a lot of guys out there waiting for her.....and i m the lucky one. maybe some guys is making her feeling towards me fade....or maybe i m just being too paranoid ..... after all thats wat sagittarius do.....but too be honest i never tried to flirt any girls ever since we got together.....
does it always have to be the guy taking the initiative ??....i m trying hard , but i don see her effort.....
i m scare.....god lay salvation on me.....for i m a lost soul reaching out for my other half......
i don know i m i write.....but here is the conclusion: she got me so sad today......
anyway i messed up my blog , so u guys might not be able to comment until i get a new skin.....
thats all for tonight....ciao....
Wrote down my thoughts @ 5:58 AM.
