hey people ! cant believe i m actually blogging again , if i m blogging again you know what that means right? probably because i m screwing things up .
well what can i say? Life hasn't quite turn out the way i want. Can someone tell me why am i always screwing things up?
So here the thing... i meet this girl in english class , and she is a first sem student , and she is a 1993 baby ....FINALLY someone is the same age as me in this god forsaken hell hole... and she is special to me...she is outgoing, kind, active .... she seem special to me. No matter how much i told her she was special, she just keep on asking questions like' what is so special about me' or ' why do you like me?'... and no matter how much i try to answer her questions, she is never ever satisfied with them, its kinda frustrating for me...its like asking ' why is the sky blue?'
once i screw things up by saying some stupid stuff , she got pissed , but i manage to gain her forgiveness ..... and everything seems fine for a bit ... Then she friends started to tease her and me , making her seriously stressed and pissed ... well i m cool with that , but she is not, then she told her ex bout this , and this is what her ex told me
'Allen you have a minute? (:Uhm I know I shouldn't get into this but, Kelly don't want to be in a relationship now. She broke up with me not because we don't love each other, it's because she have some problems that cannot be solve at the moment. If that single problem didn't appear. I won't break up with her and, she is still with me now. I hope you understand this. Please don't stress her up bro. Thanks alot'
That was what he said to me , you know how pissed off i was ? but i controlled my wrath and i gave him some face. Those statements were a ' fuck-off asshole, she does not like you , she hates you '. He told me not to bother her...so what now? He is trying to blame me , that her friends teasing her is MINE fault? come on dude , think before you talk. i maybe young but i have gone through more than your pathetic life , when you were still in secondary school , i m in the uni already , and you are trying to telling me i m harassing a girl ? From MY CLASS? ...and what this deal with all the negative post indirectly referring to me? did i OFFENDED you? come on dude , u wanna start a quarrel , talk to me face to face , dont be a coward ... it was all because of you that you ruin my friendship with me and her. She used to talk to me like we were close friends....now look what you done, she is only giving me one sentence or even one word replies, happy now?
i will not fight over a girl , if you really love her, you should know the REAL reason why she broke up with you , and change for the better and go after her again . i will not gain another enemy because of a girl , that is because i am not obsessed with her , but you are ...
even though knowing her for only a few weeks , it kinda hurts seeing her treating me like this ...
and i understand her feelings , so i will not 'BOTHER' her as it was what her ex requested ...
thought it might work out good ...never thought it would ended up like this ...
its been more than one year since i left my birthplace, singapore, for this god forsaken crap hole.... i still misses my friends ... the fun loving group ...
anyways I GOT MY NEW GUITARRRR!!!!! i love it so much :)
see ya peeps , til next time...
P.S cheer up FISHY KELLY!
Wrote down my thoughts @ 8:37 PM.
